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[17 Mar 2003|01:57pm]
So, I'm back, sort of.

Haven't been up to much. Little of this, little of that. School, the hospital, work, home, seems to be the plan of late.

Grandfather isn't doing too well, he's doing better than he was a week or two ago.

Still doing school, still working at Outback.

Have a car now? :D It's wonderful.

The weather is shitty. Hopefuly that will change soon.

It's weird to find out most of your guy friends actually have a crush on you. Changes things. :\

I'm out, going back to school. Peace.
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[14 Oct 2002|03:09am]
"Emo love never turns out right"

Ha. :\
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[12 Oct 2002|01:10am]
....I guess you're the only one left standing when everything else goes down..


It was nice, after playing tag for how long now? to actually get to talk to you. If all works out tomorrow, it'll be one day after another, and all that's left to ask now is..

how did I get so lucky?
<3



:X I'm a nerd.
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[30 Sep 2002|03:23am]
I hate when you're feeling so great, you're in the best mood ever, then someone rips it apart.

I'm going to bed before things get worse. :/
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[26 Sep 2002|01:49pm]
Blah, You just signed off. I have to get ready for work, and I'll probably write you after work.. because there won' tbe enough time.

Until then, I suppose. Have a great one.
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[26 Sep 2002|01:17am]
Wish You Were Here
(Skip Ewing/Bill Anderson/Debbie Moore)
(Track 3 - Track 4:01)

They kissed goodbye at the terminal gate
She said you're gonna be late if you don't go
He held her tight, said I'll be alright
I'll call you tonight to let you know
He bought a postcard, on the front it just said HEAVEN
With a picture of the ocean and the beach
And the simple words he wrote her
Said he loved her and they told her
How he'd hold her if his arms would reach

Wish you were here, wish you could see this place
Wish you were near, wish I could touch your face
The weather's nice, it's paradise
It's summertime all year and there's some folks we know
They say, "Hello, I miss you so, wish you were here"

She got a call that night but it wasn't from him
It didn't sink in right away, Ma'am the plane went down
Our crews have searched the ground
No survivors found she heard him say
But somehow she got a postcard in the mail
That just said HEAVEN with a picture of the ocean and the beach
And the simple words he wrote her
Said he loves her and they told her
How he'd hold her if his arms would reach

Wish you were here, wish you could see this place
Wish you were near, wish I could touch your face
The weather's nice, it's paradise
It's summertime all year, and there's some folks we know
They say "Hello, I miss you so, wish you were here"

The weather's nice, in paradise
It's summertime all year and all the folks we know
They say "Hello, I miss you so, wish you were here"

Wish you were here
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[25 Sep 2002|01:06am]
I was hoping to get online and see you on, but unfortunately, that wasn't the case.

Which apparantly, seems to be the case quite often lately. I don't know if you're avoiding me, or just need some time, really are busy, eh, could be anything.

You've had some things go down, and I hope they're all getting better, and going well.

"But what I can't live with is memories of the way you used to be." I love this song.

Don't really know what's up with the onslaught of male attention, it's just from the wrong source[s], I guess.

HAHA Ryan's room mate wants me to go out with him cuz he turns 21 today.

Blow me. >:\

LOLOL Boys are dumb. Anyhow, Rags has been terrible lately. Eating clothes and shit. Bad girl. :|

Tried to call Greg tonight, to no avail.

Guess I'll close out with an I miss you.
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[21 Sep 2002|02:54pm]
Hmm. I'm worried. I know there's no reason to be, but I haven't heard from you, and I don't like not hearing from you. Oh well. That's what distance does.

Went downtown last night, till six AM. Met some interesting people. Britt, Erin and I convinced this guy that we were lesbians, that Eric was from South Africa, and, lol just all this stupid shit. He was so fucked up though. Gosh. :\ I should be getting in the shower, but I feel the urge to write now.

AlexI miss you, where have you been?

"What about love? What about family? What about all that you have to live for?"

My throat really hurts.

Andrew.I'm not sure if you'll read this or not, but I really enjoy your posts. You open my mind and make me laugh. Thank you.

This guy came in work last night, and he was really nice. He looked to be about 14, and when leaving, he held the door open for other people, as I held the first one, then looked at me and said "doesn't anyone thank you?" You really never know when you'll make someone's day by doing the smallest things.

JEFF. WHERE ARE YOUR POSTS? They are definitely missed ;[

Okay well, I'm about to be late, I'll write more some other time. Adios<3
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[19 Sep 2002|11:34pm]
Cheesy, but true.


Only Hope________________
There's a song that's inside of my soul
It's the one that I've tried to write over and over again
I'm awake and in the infinite cold
But you sing to me over and over and over again

So I lay my head back down
And I lift my hands
And pray to be only yours
I pray to be only yours
I know now you're my only hope

Sing to me the song of the stars
Of your galaxy dancing and laughing and laughing again
When it feels like my dreams are so far
Sing to me of the plans that you have for me over again

So I lay my head back down
And I lift my hands
And pray to be only yours
I pray to be only yours
I know now you're my only hope

I give you my destiny
I'm giving you all of me
I want your symphony
Singing in all that I am
At the top of my lungs I'm giving it back

So I lay my head back down
And I lift my hands
And pray to be only yours
I pray to be only yours
I pray to be only yours
I know now you're my only hope

mmmmm, mmmmmmmmm
oooooooooooooohhh
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What makes you different, makes you beautiful to me.. [19 Sep 2002|04:39am]
Reading over old entries from what was makes me miss it all the more..

wish you were here.

</3...<3
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[18 Sep 2002|02:47am]
I loved you from a distance
Thought I couldn't reach that far
I can't believe how close that we are
When I look into your Spanish eyes
I know the reason why I am alive
And the world is so beautiful tonight



^^^^ Even though he isn't Spanish.. <3

You're feeling down and I can't help but feel at least partly responsible. I'm sorry for everything.<3<3
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[16 Sep 2002|01:52pm]
Before I go to work, I want you to know that I love you, and I always have. You're just that kind of person to me. <3 Thank you.
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[13 Sep 2002|02:15pm]
I got my webcam to work. :)
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[12 Sep 2002|01:08am]
Brit, Rags and I are going to walk on the battery, and watch the sun come up... at six in the morning. I haven't been up that early in God only knows how long. Oh well.

Maybe it'll be nice.

Sweet dreams. Sorry we didn't get to talk. I know you're having fun though. :) Night<3
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[11 Sep 2002|01:34am]
Crystal, you are one of the most beautiful people I've ever known.

Thank you so much for all the little things. <33333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333
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[10 Sep 2002|03:07pm]
Another day, another dollar.

Off to work I go. Actually, I'm just getting ready but it's all the same. I think I'll stop at Atlanta Bread Company before work. Maybe I won't. I'll be there 1/2 an hour early. But whatever, I'm in such a horrid mood, it's unnerving. I hate feeling like this. I've been listening to depressing music since last night, only last night it wasn't depressing, it was heartbreaking, and it reminded me that I still could feel, so it wasn't bad at all.

Hopefully then you can join me in checkers, I think it'd be great fun, considering we're both so competitive, haha.

I was in the shower earlier, and I was thinking that I couldn't marry someone that I didn't get along with his family. I really love family, and even though mine proves to be a pain in the ass, while I was up at the farm in July, with all my cousins and what not, it was really nice.. I forget moments like those a lot.

More than words is such a great song.

I'm off to blowdry my hair. I'll e-mail you if I can't wait for you. You get off at 12:30, so closer to 1, correct?
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[08 Sep 2002|04:52pm]
I guess it's my turn now to miss you. You're most likely at work, but considering I haven't talked to you since Friday I have no idea. :[

Bagels and cream cheese are the greatest.

Britt and I fought today, Graham and I didn't get to go out. :[

I was stuck at this TERRIBLE PARTY last night with this guy that simply wouldn't leave me alone, and wanted me to drive to Columbia to see him. Lmao. Yea right.

Miss you love - Silverchair

Great song<3

MIKE. I MISS YOU. :[
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[06 Sep 2002|01:03am]
Your friends were all well meaning when they said no one is good enough for you.
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[06 Sep 2002|01:00am]
And notice sweet one, I do.

Atlanta sucked. So many bad things happened, and there are so many homeless people it exasperated me.

I missed my dog. I'm sad I didn't get to see anyone I had planned on seeing.

...You're really lovely underneath it all..
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[03 Sep 2002|12:43am]
Going out of town for three days.

If I don't email you back tonight, or before I leave, it's because it's a lot of food for thought, and as always I need to think about it. No need to say things without thinking, they always seem so meaningless, and.. yeah. I'll miss you. I want you to know that. <3

Anyway, yeah. I'll talk to all of you when I get back, or the ones I talk to now anyhow.
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